House husband

The most interesting offer was one who wanted to be my "house-husband" (I LOL when I heard that in the early 1990s).  He obviously understood me very well and knew where I wanted to go; which also explained why he was so successful.  But it wouldn't be fair for him as I wasn't ready to settle-down as I just got out of college, and he had "been there, and done that", unlike most imbeciles that had ruined everything that took my whole life to build and would be happy to see me suffer and die of cancer.  At the time, he was the head of Asia of a European multi-national and lived in Hilton's penthouse.  

This guy, who was dating my best friend, a model, very talented, and very hot.  She also plays the piano, and she was in love with him.  I only seen him a few times when he came to the home I shared with my best friend.

Years later, in a chance meeting with my best friend, who he came to see in New York, when he make such proposition to me out of no where.

For those thinking that I wanted a 'house-huband', you are greatly mistaken and you will never understand.  It is out of your league.

The dynamic between Kamini and Susanne Lo

Kamini was afraid of Susanne Lo for some reason despite Kamini was Lo's SPE.

Kamini was my SPE before transferred to Paul Rodriguez group.  I still don't why I was transferred as everyone in AU2128 and AU2123 knew Paul is a sexist and racist, including someone name Don who was a manager.

I would venture to say that Kamini was afraid that Suanne Lo might bad mouth her to Lo's boyfriend Bill.  Lo told me her boyfriend had help her got her office in the top floor when I first met her, so I assumed that her boyfriend Bill was in the position of power above Kamini,; and that Kamini, Paul Rodriguez and many SPEs as well Patent Examiners knew they were dating.  Susanne Lo also had told her close associates of her not so secret amour. 

So, after released from the hospital for the failed attempt beheading on 6/1/2014, I had to go back for a follow-up.  After the check-up, I was waiting for the bus to go home (never own a car in the DC metro).  Lo and behold, Susanne Lo drove by in a new car talking on the phone looking very happy when she saw me with a huge bandaid on my neck.  She then make a U-turn.  She knew someone had slit my throat.

Logical Fallacy and Sophistry

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Long before Trump/Fox News using fake news/propaganda, logical fallacy, sophistry, etc, to control MAGA that led to the controlling of the Republican Party; Asian Operatives did the same since the 1990s, and had full control of the Silicon Valley since 2001.  Now the DC metro, NoVa, Arlington VA and the Patent and Trademark Office.  

Unconsciously, White people believed they are too smart and far too superior, that these sterotype Asian indenture servants wouldn't dare to try anything on them.  And that all 4.8 billion Asians all over the world are the same and know each other.  Dems feels the same about Trump and MAGA.  This is called the Dunning Kruger Effect.

An example of logical fallacy, a highly revered Silicon Valley old privileged entitled White male Venture Capitalist Michael Moritz's justification of why so few women in the Silicon Valley, brainwashed with this propaganda from Asian Operatives:   "If women engineers are so smart and willing to work for lower wage, then every tech company would be full of women engineers." (speaking to Bloomberg's Emily Chang in 2016, that was amended🙄, on explaining why so few women in the Silicon Valley.  Why women engineers such as I are so screwed.  To come up with these insidious sophistries, one has to have a mindset of Sheev Palpatine turning Anakin Skywalker to the Dark Side.  White males already owned the Silicon Valley; and did not see women as technically8competent or competent in anything.  99% of the Silicon Valley had never heard of Emulation in the 1990s -2000s.  That's why I was very impressed the USPTO put me in the right Patent class 😃).  And, if she is so smart, why can't she got a job? [A well organized and well planned smear campaign against accomplished women in Tech by Asian Operatives, just like the one done to Hillary(one of the most qualified Presidential candidates lost to the least qualified in history - Trump); as well the one done to me in the USPTO, and Arlington VA/NoVa];  Or women, Blacks and Hispanics are not qualified for the job (Asians had never seen a computer when arrived in America since the 1990s, now dominated the tech c-suite such as Google, Microsoft, Cisco, etc.  We were trained on mainframe and PC are nowhere to be found).  This is the same mindset as the affirmative action case plaintiffs who said "I believe that race is the least important part about a person. I believe your merit, your abilities, your ambitions, your skill — those are far far more important than race,” Xu said."  Qualified Supreme Court Justices would see this could applied to White males in America just as done in Japan, India, Taiwan/China.

It is akin to saying if American companies such as Google, Amazon, Facebook, Twitter, Uber and tech heavy weights are so good, why is that there are so few American tech companies in Asia; shouldn't they be dominated the Asian markets such as Japan, Russia, North Korea, Taiwan, China, India, etc, already if these tech companies are any good?  Since most of these heavy weight tech companies are no where to be seen in Asia, it must be true that they are just NOT as good as Asian tech companies and are inferior compare to Asian tech companies in Japan, Russia, North Korea, Taiwan, China, India, etc,.  Tech VCs ought to understand this logical fallacy.

To really stick it to these tech companies/Silicon Valley ... the Japanese in Japan, Chinese in China/Taiwan or Indians in India said that Americans are inherently inferior (just like white males in America toward people of color and women), can't work as hard or handle stress as well as the Japanese, Chinese, or Indian.  When these tech companies complained, the Chinese in China/Taiwan or Indians in India simply said that these spoiled and lazy Americans are just whining since they can't compete with Chinese/Indian.  Are you feeling my pain, Silicon Valley?  In reference to the comment "tech companies would have been full of women if women are smart".  In Asia, you white males are an inferior race.  Here in America, they used you as tools, just like Trump to MAGA and #GQP, a tool to attack Hillary, Liz Cheney, Biden, Dem, etc.

Well, now you understand what a rigged system is, especially against outsider in China/India; or women in tech in the Silicon Valley.  They are simply doing the same to outsiders in their homeland now in America since the 1990s and dominated the tech c-suite ie Google, Microsoft, etc.  I called them invaders and Operatives.  The H1b and illegal immigrants using falsified papers from Asia are doing the same to me and Americans they couldn't compete in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry/Patent and Trademark Office.  The sad part is, Tech heavy weights are helping them to keep Americans down.  You can't make this stuffs up!!!  The males from India had full control of the Silicon Valley and now the Tech industry simply by saying people are starting tech startups companies in India, and talents are going to India or China; that misleading tech companies to promote South Asian males to top level management and demanded higher H1B quota.  Another words, appeal to the VC's greed.    

Michael Moritz was one of the ruling class in Silicon Valley/tech/STEM.  His view represented not just a few, but the whole ruling class infiltrated by Asian Operatives.  Why they dominated the tech c-suite such as Google, Microsoft, Cisco, etc, who couldn't tell a toaster from a computer when arrived in America in the 1990s.  We were forced to train them.  My Grad school college buddies (women and Americans of color) were trained on Mainframe in the 1980s are not represented anywhere in the Silicon Valley or the Tech industry.  I was going to build an Optical Computer in the late 1980s (a friend was doing research in Quantum Computer), hence I was pursuing a PhD in Applied Physics, a Master's in EE, and a 2nd Master's in Computer Science.  Am also a former EE adjunct Prof.  Yet, the Silicon Valley white males preferred to hire H1Bs from Asia, who had never seen a computer,  can barely speak legible English and treated us women as if we are street rats.  

Knowing how Microsoft ruined any new tech such as Mosaic, Linux, and any software startup before these, the only time I mentioned building an Optical Computer is here. 

When all else failed, they resulted to defamation such as she is a "slut, whore, nutcase, paranoia, communist, spy, no one wanted her; no one liked her, etc" to made woman into a public enemy #1 that resulted in harassment and threats everywhere we go, such as done to me here ~5 miles from the White House  There been 3 failed murders on me, and is going homeless.

It is most likely that when these Silicon Valley Westerners went to ASia such as China, and treated the natives the same they treated Asian Americans such as I, either as  a China-man or a simpleton (a reflection on the person being a redneck hillbilly), in a country that's been practicing tactics in the "Art of War" by Sun Tsu for thousands of years; and now in the Silicon Valley/Tech, as well the NoVa/DC metro.

The reason why propaganda is so effective is because it is what people wanted to hear.  For example, Trump is a birther, but smart enough to know it is not true; but makes Trump feels good by saying it as a black man is getting uppity.  Fox News and millions of Americans keep repeated it for the same reason.  The more outrageous the fake news Fox News make against people MAGA hated(ie Obama, Hillary, Dems, etc). the more white Americans watch Fox News.  This begun when Obama got elected as the POTUS, and millions white people started watching Fox News.  It is a feedback loop; now to the point supporting Putin's invasion of Ukraine.  

Have you heard of discriminations?  Racism? Sexism? HATE crime? Bigotry?  Apparently, these privileged entitled White males/hicks Silicon Valley VCs don't know what discrimination is.

These are run-of-mill discriminations, it is so obvious that even a blind man could see it, or this "not so smart woman engineer at the verge of going homeless the resulted of discriminations" could see this, then why all these male millionaires and billionaires geniuses in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry making 100s million$$$$$ if not billion$$$$$, not see this and willfully participated in ruined women's lives such as Ellen Pao and me?  Similarly, why someone such as Trump ran an empire in NYC, dealt with mafias, and yet a bither just like so many redneck hillbillies Tea Party?  It is obviously a pretext used by racists and sexists.  In the case of the Silicon Valley, it is also motivated by GREED!!!  Where most are snake oil salesmen, not the do-gooders they portrayed themselves to be.

Without discrimination laws, women would still be in the same position as in 3rd world Asia.  Yet still, males from 3rd world are still treated women just as they were in their 3rd world, including coerced women to have sex with them or threated to fired and make them into public enemy #1 just as in Ellen Pao's case. 

If I am a White male, I would've been a billionaire.  I would've been crazier then Elon Musk.  As a woman, I was targeted, demonized, ousted and make into public enemy #1 everywhere I went, from the Silicon Valley/tech industry, to NYC, and now the DC metro where I was targeted the first month I started the job with the Patent and Trademark Office by Tuan Nyugen and his countrymen/women that resulted in a wrongful termination, and 2 failed beheadings in Arlington, VA.


The discrimination was so bad, that when I succeed in finishing one of the most complex multi-million$$$ emulation project on time and within budget, the credits were given to males from Asia, who had never heard of emulation and I trained them, or couldn't tell a toaster from a computer when they arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s.  For most  Asian countries such as India, China, etc, only the rich and well-connected to the government can afford and/or allowed to go to college.  Another word, most of these males from Asia had never work a day in their life and spoiled by servants, and/or well-connected to the government that make them a government operative.  Since it is still a 3rd world sweatshop factory working culture, bad mouthing is a common practices as well using all the dirty tactics; similar to the novel Oliver Twist's childhood.

I had worked 3 jobs every summer since High School, and 20 years of working experiences when I got my Master's in EE.  I had also worked as an EE adjunct, Applied Physics researcher, worked in Wall Street and ran a motel/restaurant, but nevertheless, males in tech trust these spoiled males from Asia that had never worked a day in their lives, and complained that they can't find good talents.  This is how bad of judgement males in tech have.  The resulted is that they helped to ruined my life


Do these Silicon Valley genius elites know what is going on in their company or society; or they just don't care because they are getting richer everyday?  The best way to describe Silicon Valley when I was there in the 1990s to early 2000s was the novel "Lord of the Flies".  Susan Fowler's blog indicated it is still pervasive and gotten worst as the majority are scums got to top level management.  https://www.susanjfowler.com/blog/2017/2/19/reflecting-on-one-very-strange-year-at-uber
 
Just think, these are the people have full control of your computer and all the technologies around you, and the future of Artificial Intelligence.  Scary, isn't it?!

Another abhorring sophistry to explain why so few women in the SV and Tech industry:  "women stay home and have babies".  Anyone who has a degree in STEM knew it is hard work and a full commitment in order to get through all the courses; by saying such as if women worked so hard and had to endure all forms of harassment and abuses such as "if you don't do as I told, I will failed you" (meaning have sex with the lecturer), to get our STEM degree, then suddenly decided to give it all up, does this make sense to anyone??

Worst, by the smirk on these males that said such, especially those from Asia, as if to say:  women should stay home and have babies, now we make sure they stayed in the kitchen; by making women such as I into public enemy #1, using defamation/fake news/propaganda such as "no one wanted her; no one liked her; she needs a man; she liked to check man out; etc".  People from Asia then say "no one wanted to marry her", to not just ruined women's lives, but also to ensure inflicting maximum pain and suffering on women just like the Islamic terrorists have been doing to the West and women, with the help of the Silicon Valley/Tech industry, and now the Patent and Trademark Office as well the DC metro.  Why would any woman wants to marry these sociopaths/psychopaths similar to Charles Manson, unless they have no other choice as these males from ASia have been doing to me to ensure such is the case, or become a prostitute.  Hence why they said I became a prostitute.

More abhorring sophistry "she is not working because she is lazy and collect unemployment insurance (UI)".  Whoever think or believed someone got an engineering or STEM degree is lazy, and stopped working just to collect a messily UI or welfare while given up an opportunity to make million$$$ if not billion$$$ in the Silicon Valley, should be taken out to the woodshed.  And in my case, because we were so poor, I had to work 3 jobs every summer since High School so I could continue my education.  

When all sophistries and logical fallacy failed, 3rd worlders from Asia then accused women of being a nutcase, paranoia, an outlier rather then the norm, etc.  All White trashes, racists and sexists needed is an excuse NOT to bother with the "women issue".

In  short, people in the tech industry used such insidious sophistry and logical fallacy are just simply EVIL; because there are so much power and money concentrated in the Silicon Valley, how else these mediocre tech talent get to top level management?  It is NOT because there are no qualified American candidates, but we are either being systemically targeted, demonized, ousted and make into public enemy #1.  And so only scums raise to the top. 

I've been saying this since 1999, that the Silicon Valley is the "Lord of the Flies" full of White Trash, racist, sexist, Asian version of the KKK.

Many of the people from Asia, young, old, male and female alike that targeted me, are anti-West and anti-America, thugs at best, eliminated Americans they can't compete such as I so they could get to top level management, stolen these tech companies trade secret which I warned since 2004, started a similar company in their homeland, while their country make it difficult or out right banned American companies.  But nevertheless, these Silicon Valley/Tech industry White sexists think they are the smartest people in the world, took Asian version of the KKK over my warnings, and now all their trade secrets are stolen.

White privileged males that's been running the Silicon Valley and Tech industry had never experienced discrimination, and know nothing about other/3rd world culture or Asian culture, and so women engineers such as I had to pay for their stupidity and discriminations; while they continue to make 100s of million$$$, women engineers such as I that excelled in tech jobs are make into public enemy #1 and at the verge of going homeless.


Now these White privileged males are experiencing such discrimination in Asia when they tried to do business in Asia, and whine how unfair they are being treated; in addition to their trade secrets are now completely stolen, which I had warned since 2004, and attacked relentlessly for such for years!  I had a bet with my alumni brothers in 2002 that China will be a world superpower in 20 years; when most Americans couldn't find China or Asia on the map.

I wonder if the Silicon Valley has connected the dots yet.

Oh well, you can lead a horse to water, but you can force the horse to drink.

You can take a 3rd worlder out of the 3rd world, but you can't take the 3rd world out of a 3rd worlder.

A Google engineer wrote that women may be unsuited for tech jobs. Women wrote back. 

My Response: 

Steve Jobs never learn to code, and worked mainly in the aesthetics of Apples’ products, does this make Jobs a woman?

This googler using propaganda that’s intended to keep women down, to make his argument over and over again; the same used to explain why so few women in the Silicon Valley/tech.

Similarly, when there are so few tech companies in China or India, the Chinese and Indian are saying Americans are just inherently inferior to compete in the Chinese and Indian market.  They just can’t handle the hard work and the stress.  Another word, Google is just not as good as the Chinese and Indian companies in China and India.

In the 1950s, women were told they were not suite for higher education because women are not wired to understand complex concepts, according to some researches done by males.  Today, women are half the MBA, JD, and MD student body today.

When women excelled in tech jobs over the males, we are systematically targeted, coerced to have sex (Susan Frowler) or threatened with termination and make into public enemy #1 such as in Ellen Pao’s case; and in my case, threatened with physical harm by an Asian coworker Don Nguyen and an Asian gang where I had to abscond from the Silicon Valley.  Similarly, I was targeted by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women the 1^st month on the job with the Patent and Trademark Office, sexually harassed, abused and terminated despite outstanding accomplishments and may be the first woman have an apodictic patent case, then 2 failed beheadings on me here in Arlington Va meant to kill me (http://bit.ly/2vxPB6B).  This is to re-enforce the notion that women are NOT fit in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry. 

 

Wow, I didn’t know male “software engineers” are using their male part (“biologically differ”) for creating computer programs, no wonder there are so many bugs, or vaporware.  It is also apparent that not just one googler, but most in the Silicon Valley are using their male part for thinking as well .

These male CODERs that called themselves “software engineers” (LOL), just a bunch of glorified manual writers; essentially, "How To' manual writers writing instructions using a computer language on how to perform a task on a computer.  Most don't understand real science (here, knock yourself out with real science http://bit.ly/2tPD5Kz). 

I had to take AI out of my resume in the 1990s to early 2000s to ensure a 2-page resume because these coders didn't know what AI was as it was taught in Graduate school; yet these coders concluded that I didn't know anything purely based on me being a woman.  Those males knew what AI was make sure I wouldn't be hired; and then they have the audacity to say they couldn't find qualified American engineer candidates, and needed more H1B cheap indenture servants from Asia, then forced us to train them as our replacement.  For those still don't get it, you know how Microsoft used to went after any company such as Linux that might challenge the company, the Silicon Valley basically tacitly ousting talents that might challenge their companies, why consequential Startups usually coming from outside of the Silicon Valley.  These Silicon Valley geniuses may not be the geniuses they portrait themselves to be, but they are well-verse in marketing and sharp elbows at best, often just a bunch of snake-oil-salesmen. 

Long before Sexual harassments were a known open secret in the Silicon Valley, there was the porn and child porn surfing in the office, openly, often in groups, in every company and companies where I went on an interview, I often saw porn on their desktop when I pass-by their cube.  And I’ve been posting about it since 2004, but was deleted in almost every website control by the Silicon Valley, with the exception of Craigslist. 

Discrimination and sexual harassments toward women and minorities weren’t as bad in the 1990s in companies where there were few to no H1Bs and illegal immigrants from Asia, mainly the Chinese from Taiwan and China, Vietnamese and Indian from Asia, which are differ from Asian-Americans grew-up in America. 

As I’ve been posting on social media since 2004 how women that excelled in tech jobs are systematically targeted and ousted.  We are sexually harassed on a daily basis, coerced to have sex or threatened with termination and make into public enemy #1 such as in Ellen Pao’s case. 

My posts were deleted, including by Twitter, with the exception of Craigslist. 

Today, still the same argument to keep women down in the Silicon Valley/Tech industry, but not in NASA; why? 

As one of the few women computer hardware engineers in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s, I saw how the Silicon Valley manifested into today’s male dominated cesspool where women are just sex objects to these privileged males, and warned since 2004.  Unfortunately, my posts were deleted by most tech websites except craigslist, and I was kept silence.  Today, sexual harassment is an open secret and fewer and fewer women in the Silico Valley. 

Women are half the population, why are we, the women still a 2nd class citizen in America?  One of the most qualified Presidential candidates Hillary lost to the least qualified in the history of Presidential candidates, a male.   Women lost almost every battle we fought in Equal Rights and Opportunities; including women raped in Universities where schools said it didn't happened.  When women took legal action, we are dismissed or ruled against us by the San Francisco Bay Area jurors that were the same people sexually harassed and fired us such as in the Ellen Pao’s case; and even the EEOC and the Civil Court ruled against us.     Are we living in the Middle East run by Islamic Extremists?  How outrageous is this?    So much so that makes me puked every time.

Indian women are fighting the same fight as we are here for Equal Rights and Opportunities, but not women from the rest of Asia.

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Root cause of my wrongful termination

Relentless defamation instigated and promulgated by people from Asia such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women the first month I started my job with the USPTO in 2010, and now everywhere I went in the DC metro; because I am an Americanized Asian woman that excelled in tech jobs.

I was reluctance to say this mainly because my wrongful termination could easily be construe as mistaken to be romantically involved with a coworker.

Such fallacy originally instigated and promulgated by Nathan Hillery - a Union Rep.  He was Susanne Lo and her boyfriend Bill's confidante.

I was furious that this senseless Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill using me to make Lo jealous; when I deliberately kept a distance and didn't even talk to him, as I did not want my termination to be complicated by anything other then the defamation by people from Asia as they've been doing to me since the 1990s, as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley, and everywhere I went since, including interviews with US military contractors in the middle of no where.

I knew I will be terminated b/c Asian Operatives had control of the Silicon Valley since 2001, then NYC, and targeted me using fake news the 1st month I started my job, by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women.  Fake news spread to Training Academy classmates behind my back, the Training Academy, and after students joined their Art Units.  It was just a matter of time before Asian Operatives succeed as Asian Operatives relentlessly tried tactics to get me fired in Silicon Valley.  I saw the same happened in the USPTO.  Asian Operatives had control of White people, mainly white males since 2001, just as Trump had control of MAGA.  Trump incited an insurrection using "election is stolen from you".  I knew Trump could win when he incessantly instigated fake news against Hillary.

"Crowding out" was the term used in Silicon Valley in years 2000s.  Now it is obvious as the Silicon Valley c-suites are dominated by 1st gen Asians, including 2 of the world's biggest software companies Google and Microsoft.  Why so few women, Blacks or Hispanics in Silicon Valley, the tech industry and STEM.

I couldn't say anything to this Bill coworker as I didn't know much about him because I only recently moved to the DC metro, and this is an old guy, not a teenager by any stretch of imagination; or the reason why he was saying to coworkers he was interested in pursuing a romantic relationship in a working environment, which any sensible person wouldn't do.

And I couldn't out right reject him as that would only provoked resentment toward me that would only complicated things.  Males do not like their romantic interest to reject them, especially those in the position of power, ie Roger Ailes.  Also, he divorced his 2nd wife to marry Susanne Lo long before I joined the USPTO, and seeing them together all the time while I was there.  Additionally, I was threatened with termination by my supervisor Paul Rodriguez and had to work 24/7 to meet the stringent requirements.

got bored doing it in your own offices

#2.  I always had this inkling feeling that people might have mistaken me or misled into thinking I am Susanne Lo that was dating Bill or Michele Choi, to gain the consensus to terminate me.   There are plenty of UPSTO employees dated and married long before I joined and after I was wrongfully terminated.  Also, there were plenty of Asian women patent examiner exempt employees in the Electrical Art; I was a probationary employee that just joined the USPTO, had been working nearly 24/7 as evidenced by my computer log, also had deliberately kept a low key and not be seen.  Nevertheless, if the USPTO management was truly terminating a wrongdoer, they would have look for material facts such as email or fact-checking, instead of looking for a pretext to terminate the first woman that have an apodictic patent case, and an Asian one at that, and terminated me in a haste of 2 days, indicative of malfeasance. 

That being said; most if not all TC2100 knew Bill (Trump lite) was dating Susanne Lo and divorced his 2nd wife to married Suanne Lo long before I joined the USPTO on 11/2010, seen in Bill's office and went home together often when I was there.  One evening, on their way home, we could hear Bill asked Susanne Lo about her little boy, that Bill was going to adopt him when they are married.  They can be seen walking together to their cars in the park lot.  I couldn't afford a car and never had one living in the DC metro.  Another word, they were very busy with each and had no time for anything else.   However, one incident stuck in my mind even today (2017), one day, my then officemate Hung Havan sudden said to me "do you know dating is not allowed?", I said "yes, this is true for most of the private companies I worked for".   That is to say, Hung Havan and his coterie Nathan Hillery, Michele Choi, Susanne Lo, her boyfriend and her friends from India knew dating could lead to termination, hence why they all misled others, particularly Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill's enemies, into thinking I was Susanne Lo that was dating her boyfriend Bill such his enemies would come after me, and continue to do so even today (2016), also a way to protect Susanne Lo.  Actually, it is true if dating is between management and subordinate in large companies. 

 

 

I discouraged any romantic interest by indicated in a committed relationship, or cold stern look because I did not want to see another suicide like this Physics Professor, despite I treated him like any other Professors.  Till this day, I am still haunted by what happened, been painstakingly not to lead anyone on; and avoided anyone who had shown any romantic interest.

 

 

I had turned down suitors that had never been married, multi-millionaires and Startup founders with Ivy League education such as MIT, Harvard,  Yale, etc.  Some offered me everything I want, I said "there are plenty of women are interested in such offer, you should find a woman who is interested in such offer"; then one offered to buy me, I said "mu price is a billion dollar" at the time when only 2 billionaires, Buffett and Gates.  The only one I had seriously considered was a head of Asia for a multi-national Europe company that just wanted to settled down and be a house husband; he understood me, knew exactly what I wanted and had my best interests in mind, I almost couldn't resisted the offer; that's why he was so successful; I just got out of college at that time.  Then there are those who just wanted a "wife", aka a maid that cooks, cleans, have babies, and a warm body at night; it is cheaper then buy one from other parts of the world.  You can tell they just crawl out of a hole, aka redneck hillbilly that see me as a China man.  I don't know how to cook, clean, worked 24/7, and never wanted to be a wife.  I was aspired to be a Transhumanist, not a breeder.  Then there are White males want a Chinaman that is flattered a White man is interested in her.  

 

For those who see all Asian women are Tiger Mom, and is looking for a "Tiger Mom" to marry, the author of  "Battle Hymn of the Tiger Mom"  Amy Chua "Tiger Mom" (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Chua) is the John M. Duff Jr. Professor of Law at Yale Law School.  Most of the people from Asia, young, old, male and female came from a 3rd world that is not much different then North Korea, and ghetto Asians such as Michele Choi or Susanne Lo deliberately spread "fake news"/defamation against me to make me into public enemy #1,  to incite rape, physical harm, can't secure a job, fired soon if I did such as in the Patent and Trademark Office, that I will have to marry one of these low life and live a miserable life, become a prostitute, homeless, or killed myself.  These were their intentions ever since I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s where H1Bs and illegal immigrants from Asia using falsified papers were en masse, then in NYC and now in the DC metro, so do you want to work, live next to, or marry someone like this?

 

Those who took people-from-Asia's word at face value, you will be played and psychologically abused by them until you killed yourself, and will take me with you, so stay away from me.  I have no interested in those that did not have my best interest in mind, shallow, sheltered, misogynistic breeders, who are vindictive people as many partook in making me into public enemy #1 using defamation/fake news such as "no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc".  Needless to say, not one could wrap their heads around as to the complexity of succeed in emulation projects because it was so bleeding-edge technology that few had heard of emulation back then.  Their jobs were just part of my emulation project in the chip process.  I could've easily done their job.  They were just looking for a trophy-wife/Stepford wife, and I had hired as a wall-flower to attract male engineers because emulation was such a bleeding-edge technology, only a few people aware of the complexity; why I was very much surprised USPTO was able to put me in the right patent class 703 in 2010.  This was just one of the reasons why I was targeted.  Most of these suitors had partake in spreading defamations against me with the intention to ruin my life.  It would've been a miserable life regardless with any of these people.

 

 

Most Asia were not much different then North Korea not long ago, what happen if a White male tell a North Korean that he is interested in dating an Asian woman and wanted information about her?  Because to most Westerners, all 3.6 billions all over the world know each other.  I didn't even know it was coming, and couldn't do anything even if did because it was so pervasive as it was 90+% of the people from Asia in the Silicon Valley.  Also shown the deep hatreds toward the West as I was their effigy of the West/Americans; why I warned the stealing of trade secrets since 2004.

 

 

Lo had used "too old" not to marry Bill and fights ensued that can be heard from my office to Rodriguez's office; which this Bill then told people that I was too old for him, whom I still don't even know his last name, a coworker at best; wtf??!!  He thought I was a teenager.  The guy is like 70+ years old!  Lo was purchasing a house just 2-3 weeks before my termination with the helps of her boyfriend Bill and married soon after I was terminated.   So even today(2016), this Bill still refused to admit that Susanne Lo was the one he was having a relationship with while he and his family still misleading people into thinking I am Susanne Lo such his enemies continue to come after me; such viciousness.  Action speaks louder then words, and talk is cheap.  As far as I am concern, they are ruining my life and trying to kill me.

I thought at the time that this Bill was using me to make Lo jealous, and didn't think much of this as I was threatened with termination that had to worked 24/7.  But now (2015-2016) heard this Bill's family are still misleading people into thinking I am Susanne Lo that is having a relationship with this Bill,  this is intentional such this Bill's enemy in the USPTO continue to target me.  This family, who I had never met in my life, are equally vicious as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women who I had never met in my life that targeted me the 1st month I started the job with the USPTO, or people from Asia who I had never met in my life that targeted me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley.  They all (people from Asia such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women; Hung Havan and his coterie Nathan Hillery, Michele Choi, Susanne Lo and her boyfriend Bill, Bill's family and his enemies in the UPSTO or outside) make me into public enemy #1 such I am under physical harm and rape threats, 2 failed attempt beheadings; rigged the whole system against me, including the judicial system, can't secured any social service, hence no cancer treatment and will be homeless; and so I will die.  

If this Bill has any misunderstanding that I had any feeling toward him, it would be the doing of Hung Havan- my ex-officemate, who was a close associate of this Bill and Nathan Hillery, and often seen in this Bill's office, because I didn't even talk to this Bill after Hung Havan told me this Bill is a pervert and a dirty old man.  Hung Havan is the main suspect for the 2 failed beheadings of me.

After decades of relentless insidious defamation by the people from Asia that started as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley in the 1990s; also White males (in position of power often older) in the Silicon Valley and Texas Instruments that proclaimed out loud at work (not directly to me but often to the people from Asia to get info on me as if all 3.5 billion Asians all over the world knew each other, where they then spread around and told the guy that asked for my info "no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc") they were "in love" with me (now I realized probably Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill too, but definitely his close associates/frenemies Nathan Hillery and Hung Havan that promulgated such defamation, who often seen with Susanne Lo in Bill's office, also Lo and Bill were seen going home together all the time often stopped by to talk to Hung Havan before going home, that shared the office with me) had make me into a target for their enemies and people from Asia, also the attention of management. 

Why I avoided those White males like a plague anytime when I heard such, as common sense said you don't do this at work as nothing good comes out of this, and these White males were not a youngling, so I knew something else was going on and definitely NOT love as you don't do this to anyone you love or care for their well-being; further prove was that these White males had never helped me in anyway, but instead worsen the attacks by actively partook in the ruined of my life.  Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill obviously understood this and had never admitted he was dating Susanne Lo, but instead continue to mislead people into thinking I was Susanne Lo that he was having a relationship with, so his enemies will come after me.  Now with the helps of the USPTO, they finally killed me.  Is this not enough for them??  They had accomplished the goal of keeping women as a 2nd class citizen.  You see why I said I need a man as much as I need a disease, both are capable of a long painful suffering death.  And again, why I will call the police if any of these people get near me and will get a gun shoot to kill. 

My advice to women is that make sure you are self sufficient as I did since High School, so you don't have to live a miserable life.  Back then, I didn't see these people-from-Asia hated the West and women just as Islamic Extremists/ISIS toward Malala Yousafzai who advocate for education for girls, that targeted me as soon as I arrived in the Silicon Valley, then NYC, USPTO and the DC metro, hence at the verge of going homeless as I couldn't secure a job anywhere due to the insidious defamation everywhere I went just as soon as I started my job with the USPTO by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women, or places where I volunteered such as the Fairfax County Court, Computer CORE, etc; now Bikes for the World.

DO NOT continue to mislead people into thinking I am Susanne Lo that's dating this Bill, otherwise I will have to reveal what both of you did in the Electrical room.  I guess both of you got bored doing it in your own offices (Susanne Lo talks).
 

This Bill has 2 ex-wives and sons, he then brought Charles Manson like Hung Havan and Nathan Hillery into his family.  Now this family will be used as a tool for evil; and anyone around Hung Havan will be make into a Manchurian Candidate.  In addition to Hung Havan told me that this Bill who was a close associate of Hung Havan and spent the July 4, 2011 weekend in this Bill's vacation house, is a pervert and a dirty old man; why I had never asked him for help or any correspondence, electronic (ie: email - still don't know this Bill's last name; but will be certain to see Susanne Lo's email) or otherwise, only conducted in a professional level as a coworker, and never on a personal level.  He had never help me or say anything nice about me, and is still saying I am too old for him instead of admitted he was dating Susanne Lo.  What a loser!  Everything he had done to me makes me sick to my stomach because he has been using me as his punch-bag for his ex-wife and Susanne Lo that he believed they wronged him, aside from the fact that the guy was going through a bad case of mid-life crisis in 2011.  This is in addition to the defamation instigated by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women since the 1st month on the job, who perceived me as an effigy of Americans and used me as their punch-bag for their anti-West sentiments.

This Bill was also going through a glaringly bad case of Mid-life crisis.  I was looking for a place or Art Unit to move away from these people when I was in the USPTO (hence the transfer to other Art Units such as GUI Patent Class 715, but failed due to the defamation by Paul Rodriguez), and termination did that, so I thought.....so, even today, after the wrongful termination by the USPTO in 2011, the family is still misleading people into thinking I am Susanne Lo that is having a relationship with this Bill.  No wonder the USPTO is still coming after me in the lawsuit.

In short, without Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill, who his enemies and frenemies misled into thinking I am Susanne Lo; it would take the people from Asia such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women at least a year to get me terminated.  By then, I would have become an exempt employee.  The main perpetrators in misleading are this Bill's close associates Nathan Hillery, Hung Havan, Michele Choi , his girlfriend and himself that continue after I was terminated.  All these people are also the main suspects for the 2 failed beheadings on me.  Their emails are proves.  

If I married every Tom, Dick and Harry that said “I love her, born to love her or wanted to marry her“ (one's wife just had a baby! One even tried to buy me, my price was $1billion$, at the time when only 2 billionaires-Buffett and Gates, and no one had heard of Google when they were having lunch in the next table), I would've married at least a dozen times, just in the Silicon Valley alone where I was often the only woman engineer, and they were at least a multi-millionaires.  The most interesting proposition and an offer I almost couldn't refuse, was one who wanted to be my "house-husband" (I LOL when I heard that in the early 1990s), and would help me achieve anything I want.  He obviously understood me very well and knew where I wanted to go, despite we only had a few casual conversations with mutually acquaintances; which also explained why he was so successful.  But it wouldn't be fair for him as I wasn't ready to settle-down as I just got out of grad school, and he had "been there, and done that", unlike most imbeciles.  At the time, he was the head of Asia of a European multi-national and lived in Hilton's penthouse.  Then there were a few upgrades to First Class during flights from the East to West Coast, paid for by First Class passengers.  I was offended being brought as a sex object.  I thought companies flew me for interviews upgraded me; because companies had put me on their corporate jet to go on interviews.  There were people from Asia even in government military contractors, located in the middle of nowhere, and it only takes one to say "no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc" such as in the USPTO by Tuan Nguyen, so I didn't get the job; and the USPTO terminated me in a haste of 2 days despite outstanding accomplishments, including an apodictic first case that was known to the then Undersecretary Mr. David Kappos.  This is true not just in the Silicon Valley or the USPTO, but everywhere I went in the US; including the Fairfax County Court where I used to volunteer.  Why do Americans believe these people from Asia such as Tuan Nguyen's word at face value? 

Even though these people had never met me in their life, yet they hated me as if I killed their mother because I am an Americanized woman where women are a 2nd class citizen in their 3rd world culture, Westerners are hated and so they hated me as a traitor.  They were using social media that begun in the Silicon Valley in the early 2000s to targeted me, long before Islamic Extremists using social media to radicalize/incite HATRED.  I posted this in 2004.

I discouraged any romantic interest by indicated in a committed relationship, or cold stern look because I did not want to see another suicide like this Physics Professor, despite I treated him like any other Professors. Till this day, I am still haunted by what happened, been painstakingly not to lead anyone on; and avoided anyone who had shown any romantic interest.

For those that assumed I must be dating this Middle age/old White man, who thought I was a teenager; no one would make such assumption if I am White.  Well, now you know you are a closet racist.

For those males that still wanted to keep women down as a 2nd class citizen,  I believed this is a coming-to-Jesus moment that women are far better at STEM then the males.

 

So while this is going on in the background, and I was working nearly 24/7 evidenced by my computer log due to the threat of termination by Paul Rodriguez and Director Garber; Susanne Lo’s boyfriend Bill continue to tell people in the USPTO that he was “in love with me”, but had never told me such, instead degraded me such as “she is too old”, because he thought I was a teenager when he first meet me.  How creepy is that?  He could have just simply admitted he was dating Susanne Lo long before I joined the USPTO and clear all misunderstanding.  This is a 70+-year-old man, not a teenager.  I believed it was Nathan Hillery helped spread this, a Union Rep. that had access to management.  He also had elbowed my chest/breast on his way home one night with Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill.  Someone had reported him and Hillery thought it was me, and retaliated against me.  I also wrote this in my EEOC complaint.  I also indicated Hung Havan and Nathan Hillery are malicious and not to be trusted in a social media. 

Hung Havan started maligning me in June 2011 after he learned I was doing 3 cases per biweek; he also started spending much of his time in Susanne Lo's Indian friend's office near Dwin Craig, where Susanne Lo and her friends, Nathan Hillery and others congregated, Dwin Craig often stood at the doorway listened in.  Havan told Susanne Lo her boyfriend Bill and I was going to be married when Susanne Lo came to ask him on info to buy a house with the help of her boyfriend Bill, and amount many other insidious defamations.  In my last day, Hung Havan blocked me by putting his arm in front of my breast/chest from saying goodbye to my office neighbor Erica (an Asian American woman down the hall from my office) Kamini Shah or Kakali Chaki down the hall.  So I knew my termination was the doing of Hung Havan's coterio Nathan Hillery, Susanne Lo and her friends, and Michele Choi.

This Bill's frenemy Nathan Hillery can be heard in his office often and with Susanne Lo, sometime Hung Havan.  I had seen Susanne Lo had both of her arms around Nathan Hillery's neck in the pantry when no one else around.  Susanne Lo also seem to be romantically interested in Jason Procter - an AU2123 Primary, by the way she did not like the way Jason Practer looked at me; the same way every jealous girlfriend/wife acted.  One such coworker's wife even said she wanted to punch me.  I almost said if I wanted the guy, I would've gotten him long time ago.  He wasn't even qualified to have as a friend.  (psst, the people told you "no one wanted her; no one liked her; etc" knew this and they knew you are stupid.  They think you are so stupid that they didn't even bother to make-up something, instead told you the antithesis of the truth.  They played you people like a bunch of monkeys; why I kept a low key and not be seen so not make into a target.  They will abuse you like Hung Havan did to Lo's boyfriend Bill; and killed 2 birds/+me with all of your help.  They also did this in the Silicon Valley to show they are far superior and smarter)

Yet when this Bill has the opportunity to help me from termination despite I was terminated in a haste of 2 days, he never did, or help me in any way or form while I was employed.  So obviously he had never cared for my well-being (aka love).  He had helped Hung Havan, Michele Choi and most likely Susanne Lo too from termination since she and Hung Havan also had Paul Rodriguez as a SPE, a known racist and sexist.  And had helped Lo and her Indian friends to advance their careers.  Lo also told me it was her boyfriend that got her the nice office in the top floor.  Lo was purchasing a home just before my termination with the help of her boyfriend Bill in preparation to get married.  Lo came to the office I shared with Hung Havan to ask Hung Havan, the root of evil, for info on home purchasing; which Hung Havan told Lo that Bill and I are getting married.  Since I rarely talk to Bill as I was threatened with termination and had to work 24/7, while Lo and Bill were seemed together and going home together all the time, and busy in close door of their offices, electrical room, pantry, parking lot, and all over the USPTO campus; as Hung Havan and Nathan Hillery were a close associate of Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill; so I thought they were playing mind games with each other.

Hung Havan often seen in Lo's Indian friend's office near Dwin Craig, where Dwin Craig often stood outside listen-in to Havan, Lo, Nathan Hillery and a few others in that office.  Hung Havan told me he and his family spent their July 4 2011 weekend in this Bill's vacation home in the beach.  So why would this Bill keep telling people in the USPTO that “he is still in love with me”, which one should not do in a working environment anyway, and still today, continue to mislead people into believing I am Susanne Lo that he is having a relationship with, who I hadn't seen since my last week employed by the USPTO,  while he continue to date/married Susanne Lo all these years?  There are a few possibilities:

1.  So this Bill’s enemies to come after me instead of Susanne Lo.  This Bill never admitted he was having a relationship with Susanne Lo, but instead degraded me further by say "I am too old for him" as a way to denial.
2. So Susanne Lo continue to date him, because after he divorced his 2^nd wife to marry Susanne Lo, Lo broke up with him.  Only after he started saying he was “in love with me” that Susanne Lo continue to date him again. 
3. Bill knew that his close associates Hung Havan, Nathan Hillery, Michele Choi, his own family members and his girlfriend Susanne Lo were instrumental in my termination, and most likely the 2 failed attempt beheadings, by saying he is still “in love with me” so that people won’t think he took part in doing harms to me.
4. He was instrumental in causing my termination, by saying “in love with me” to mask the fact that he was dating Susanne Lo.
5. USPTO used him as a scapegoat by for my termination, by saying such to avoid being a scapegoat; while he continue with his relationship with Suanne Lo.
6. Bill said such to cover-up it was him that caused my termination; which is true.  But in a normal circumstance, management wouldn't terminated a person just because of what he said.  My termination was the resulted of "consensus", the resulted of rampant defamation all around, from Tuan Nyugen and his countrymen/women in the patent Class 715 to my ex-officemate Hung Havan, Nathan Hillery, Michele Choi, Susanne Lo and her friends, AU2123 Primaries, Paul Rodriguez, Wendy Garber, and a few others, possible this Bill's family members that misled by Hung Havan and Nathan Hillery into thinking I am Susanne Lo; despite I worked nearly 24/7 evidenced by my computer log with accomplishments to boot.
7. A psychological torture by these sociopaths, by forcing a perceived Asian teenager to have a relationship with an old white male.  They had already contributed to ruined my life, that's not enough for them, so they continue to torment me. 
8. I want people to learn at least this one thing from this tragedy......that before you should take a person's word at face value, you need to ask yourself whether you know deep down that this person shares your values, so that you can't be used like a cheap tool to do harm to good people, by sociopaths/psychopaths/evils.  (Litmus test:  do you go around bad-mouthing people, such of those from Asia you had never met in your life?  But the people from Asia had never met me are defaming me everywhere I went in the United States.) This is why I stay far away from people such as Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women.  They scared me.  Now you know why to consider what they had been doing to me in the USPTO, DC metro, NYC, Silicon Valley and the Tech industry. 

Management terminated me based on defamation of a woman that excelled in tech jobs, in a haste of 2 days.  Had management follow the normal termination procedure and look for material facts, I wouldn't have been terminated on August of 2011.  But Paul Rodriguez would have terminated me on my last day of my probationary period as he had been setting me up from the get-go.  He would have time to make a better case against me then.  This case should've settled soon after I filled with the EEOC, but didn't.  This partially due to this Bill continue to make such unfounded claims so that he and Susanne Lo continue to have a relationship at work.  Also, management figured that is just a China girl, what is she going to do?  Well, I can write a computer program that follows you for generations to come, and will be call Karma.

I would not have terminated in such haste of 2 days if I am White or male; unless management were just looking for a pretext to terminate a woman that excelled in tech jobs.  Management would at least look for material-facts; that's why they are using the excuse of "we didn't know she is really that smart" as the reason for my wrongful termination.  Additionally, the people I mentioned here such as Nathan Hillery, Susanne Lo, Hung Havan often talk all day in her boyfriend Bill's office, yet they were not terminated.

Now (June 2016) seems like that my termination had a lot to do with this Bill, most likely the USPTO had deliberately misled into thinking I am Susanne Lo that was having an affair with this Bill.  Under the normal circurmstances, co-workers greeting each other was just that.  Remember, Susanne Lo and her boyfriend Bill spent lots times together in their office and went home together all the time; yet nothing.  I didn't talk to this Bill as I had to meet the 3 cases per biweek evidenced by my computer log, also Hung Havan told me he is a pervert and dirty old man; and only the usual coworkers greeting, that was greeted with  by a group of males as if in High School (I knew then that was something wrong).  I couldn't even recognize Susanne Lo's boyfriend Bill amount a group of males stood around the hallway until I got close.

The main culprits are my ex-officemate Hung Havan and his coterie Nathan Hillery and his friends, Michele Choi and her friends, Susanne Lo and her friends from India, and some of this Bill's family members who found my termination was funny to them; typical of a imbecilic white privileged male.  Apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

I would not be surprise if these USPTO males terminated me just because it was funny to them; and is not the first time (why I said I need a man as much as I need a disease).  In the Silicon Valley where male engineers had very little interaction with women other then his mother, these males behaved just like young males in "The Lord of the Flies".

The root cause was the defamation instigated by Tuan Nguyen and his countrymen/women, mainly in Patent Class 715; that promulgated through out the USPTO.  They were used by racists and sexists such as Paul Rodriguez and Wendy Garber as a pretext to terminated me, as Rodriguez had set me up for termination from the get-go, and has a history of discriminations.

All these people had shown such viciousness toward me are the main suspects for the 2 failed attempt beheadings to make the lawsuit go away.  The main suspect is Hung Havan.  There seems to be some people working behind the door.

I will provide as much details as possible in case I die.  My computer has more details.

Work ethic

When I agreed to take the job; that means I will do everything I could to complete the job no matter how difficult, including working 24/7.  Then I resigned if I don’t see a future in the company.

 

Case in point, a company wanted to establish emulation capability, a multi-million$$ bleeding-edge technology and project where most people had never heard of, and Emulation is a specialized field.  I agreed to take the job because despite this was a bleeding edge technology and was one of the most complex chip development projects that involved working with the whole chip development group, that most people didn’t realized such, and that’s why no one could run such project at the time; I was going to show a way this complex project can be done on time and within budget, with limited budget, cheaply.  Therefore, most managers had never heard of emulation, and is expected; it is up to me to bring them alone and make them look good.  It is about team work!

 

To fully describe the environment I was dealing with, it was like an American to build a football team from scratch in N Korea, being a woman in a company where the whole engineering dept had only 2 White guys and I was the only woman engineer, the rest were people from Asia.  I assumed the roles of the coach and the Quarterback.  It is important to acknowledge that the VP of Engineering signaled all depts. that this is a very important project to him, and asked the stake-holders to help me anyway they could.  Since 99.99% were 3rd world sweatshop factory workers, mostly from Taiwan, rumors such as the VP were playing favoritism and that we were having an affair were all over the place.  I had never even spoken to the VP or email.

 

To begin, I make sure everyone understood what I was doing.  Then spoke to every dept individually to explain what I need from them, answered questions (only a few people had heard of emulation), and will let them know at least a month ahead when I will need their resources, whether it was talents, hardware or software.  I trained everyone that had to work with me because none of them had heard of emulation.  I also make sure my manager (Chinese from Taiwan, PhD) looks good with other managers by letting him know my progress and what I was doing.  This is the resulted of worked 3 jobs every summer since High School and at least one part-time and a temp during school year, the equivalent of 20 years of working experiences prior to graduation.  Where most people from Asia that could afford college were the rich with servants, and had never worked a day in his life; otherwise only government/communist loyalists such as Princing were allowed to go to college and had never work a day in their lives.

I believed my manager attempted to take all the credits, and was mocked by managers who knew emulation was bleeding-edge tech that very few people had heard of, least a manager from the East Coast such that of my manager.  People outside the company did gave all the credits to my manager and all my male subordinates that had never heard of emulation prior to this project.  Nevertheless, he and my all males team got the credit, and were hired by 3DFX to do what I did, and failed miserably; they were all fired, and 3DFX went bankrupted because they couldn't get their product out to the market; which is why despite the complexity and costly, companies still willingly use Emulation.

 

By acting as a Coach and the Quarterback and succeed in taking the project from scratch (built the lab) to completion, it is akin to winning the  Super-bowl on the first season.  I had limited chip development experience where emulation required in-depth understanding of the whole chip development process; so why Stanford/MIT/IIT graduates failed and I succeed despite we all taught the same technical knowledge?  I worked 3 jobs every summer since High School, the equivalent of 20 years working experience prior to graduation from Grad School with background in Applied Physics research as well software programming experiences.

When I couldn’t get the resources I needed such as at least 20 Unix workstations (20 X ~$80,000 at the time when a million$$ means something), I either “borrowed” or kick-off my script to run over night using co-workers workstation when they weren't using.  I used to babysit this type of compilation in Texas Instruments where I would walk into my lab at 11pm, 2am, etc.  (This was how remote control was born).  The problem, was I was using an IPX workstation, akin to using a P3 to run Window 10 applications.  My manager never provided me with the proper hardware nor the support.  I was on my own while I was employed. 

Nearly all my managers did everything they could to sabotage me, which in term the project .  Most of these managers, especially the one in Texas Instruments Ivan Sherlock was promoted within the same company.  Unlike Sherlock only look after his own interests, there were some really good top level managers were looking after the interests of Texas Instruments.  I was very impressed with these managers.  They tried so hard to try to help me, but one senior technical guy got in their way because he said he was "in love" with me.  That was not true.  He had never considered for my well-being, and had consistently undermined me with his protégé.  He blocked all efforts by all Directors and head of depts tried to put me in a project.  Talk is cheap.  I was not some love-sick teenager nor flattered by some white guy's attention.  I was a scientist in training.  The real reason was he didn't want me to replace him because I found a PCI bus bug the first week I joined the company.  That bug had been plaguing the whole Networking chip department for months and was at the verge of being scrapped.  This was to compete with Cisco in the early 1990s.  Today, Networking is a 100s of billion$$$ market.

 

As long everyone in the company share the same goal of making the company successful,  but there are those self-interested type will eventually tried to sabotage me because I will be promoted and bonuses, which in term the project and the success of the company.