My perspective in the whole scheme of life (can you find Milky Way in the pic below?), since college when I aspired to be a Transhumanist in the 1980s...
This perspective was shared amount my STEM Grad and PhD friends (mainly Blacks, Hispanics and women who repudiated White supremacy/patriarchy brainwashing/gaslighting to work a minimum wage job and remain a 2nd class citizen. One white friend said "you are so different from other Asians". I responded "when God made me, he broke the mold".) in the City College of New York where low income students like myself could afford. Most of us had to work at least one job, and carried a huge student debt. My research funding was cut by Bush Sr, so I had to get a job. If I am a male, I wouldn't be the first on the chopping block. [Suggestions for more people to go into STEM: free tuition, paid a salary for Grad and PhD students. I am looking at you, STEM companies, billionaires and millionaires.]
We are called Scientist, Professor, Engineer, and Physicist; not smart or genius. We are supposed to know what we know to do our jobs. Just as people just arrived in America, had never seen a computer nor know what a Scientist is, saying you are smart/genius because you know how to use a computer. Asian Operatives also told Americans such as Silicon Valley/Tech bros and the Patent and Trademark office that I don't know anything. All believed like MAGA believed Trump.
Amount my college friends, the smartest guy, a Chinese American, could've make a huge contribution to the advancement of The Theory of Everything. Who later got a job as a telecom customer service in the early 1990s. He had to work as his elderly parents couldn't work anymore, and too poor to retire. (I am more of perspicuous from working 3 jobs since high school and grew up in NYC, amount the Trump, Epstein, Wall St, etc characters, and being at the bottom of the food-chain. Fresh-off-the-boat Asians shunned me. When I tried to befriend foreign students from Taiwan as a way to help them since they were new arrivals. They said "she is desperate for a man; slut; whore; etc". Except the old Chinatown that my ancestors built and 2 or 3 students from China. One Physics PhD student sharing our Grad student office was a China gov't operative followed a dissident from the Tiananmen Square Massacre). An acquaintance, a person of color, after successfully defended his Dissertation/PhD thesis in Physics in the late 1980s, got a job as a NYC taxi driver. My White male friends, one a Physics Professor in a well-know University, and another is a President of an international bank. For all my years working in STEM, most white males see all Asians as one sterotype, just as redneck hillbillies see Asians. Some are just simply Whitetrash. This is called Structural Discrimination.
I am just so tired of living in a world full of Asian Operative invaders who make Trump and Alex Jones of "Sandy Hooks is a hoax", look like boy scouts. Just as Ukrainians living under the invasion of Putin/Russians. Asian Invaders controlling White people like Trump controlling MAGA using fake news such as "the election stolen" that resulted in a Jan 6 insurrection. STEM don't want women in leadership just as Trump and MAGA don't wanted Hillary in leadership/President.
"Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds." Einstein.
When I saw the first generation boxy Tesla, the first question pop into my head was "have these people ever heard of aerodynamic?" Aerodynamic is the reason why a rocket designed like an arrow.
Most Americans already know how to build an Electric Vehicle EV. I can prove that in 2 questions.
1. What mechanism in a car that moves 4 car wheels?
2. What powers that mechanism/engine?
Did I mention am a former EE Adjunct Prof? As a Prof, I was to bring out the genius in each and everyone of you. But too bad, most have contempt for women of color, and disregard for the content of character of women/me.
See why real geniuses such as Einstein or Maria Curie (the first man or woman to win 2 Nobel Prizes in 2 different scientific fields) never thought of him/herself as a genius?
You are just as much of a genius as Elon Musk; or even more so because I suspected Musk just invested in Tesla (EV and SpaceX = crazy, no sane mind and/or responsible person would do such prior to 2010. For Tesla, even after solving the manufacturing logistics, battery and charging station issues, the auto industry and Exxon would've crashed Tesla like a little bug. Then the 2008 Global Financial Systematic meltdown that took out the Auto Industry. Wait, there's more, Musk/Tesla got gov't bailout!! This is like winning the highest lottery multiple times consecutively. Additionally, without the US gov't/Obama/taxpayers, his EV and SpaceX would've failed. That's why Musk supported Trump. He learned after Obama bailed out the Auto industry, in term Tesla. In short, Musk was talked/fooled into investing in Tesla and SpaceX, like the kid brought the magic beans in the "Beanstalk" tale. Would Trump ask Musk for a favor?), and had limited involvement in early stage of building the EV. Musk is just another fake-it-until-you-make-it Silicon Valley bros who are mostly code monkeys (bitcoin = snake oil, beanie babies, Tulip Mania), don't know much of the hardware part of the computer and had never taken Physics as evidenced of Musk lacked of understanding of Physics 101. Like Musk, most arrived in America in the 1990s, had never seen or heard of the computer(most Americans at least had heard of the computer in the 1990s); such as people from Asia now dominated the tech c-suite, ie, Google, Microsoft, Cisco, etc; aka the Internet. Like Trump inherited Obama's growing economy, and claimed as his accomplishments and a genius. Most of these code monkeys didn't know what Artificial Intelligent was even in years 2000s. I already wrote an AI computer program using C when C wasn't use for AI in the 1980s.
Are the rich smarter then you? Well, is Trump smarter then you? Most of the rich are as smart as Trump, Paris Hilton or Elon Musk (Elon Musk got $4.9 billion in government subsidies). They gaslight you into believing they are, just like MAGA believed Trump. This is how people from Asia, had never seen or heard of the computer when arrived in America in the 1990s, now dominated the tech c-suite such as Google, Microsoft, Twitter, Cisco, etc; while eliminated Americans they can't compete such as done to me, using fake news that got me wrongfully terminated in a haste of 2 days by the USPTO, despite unprecedented accomplishments. They almost succeed in murdering me by inciting hates ("she is a communist/spy; no one wanted/liked her, slut; whore, etc). Why I had to abscond from the Silicon Valley/SF Bay Area as Asian Operatives had full control by 2001; as they did with the Patent and Trademark Office in 2011, now the DC metro/NoVa/Arlington VA.
And an Applied Physics researcher; at the same time also pursuing a 2nd Master's in Computer Science? Hence the AI computer program. I was going to build an Optical Computer in the 1980s. For those who understand the basics of AI and light properties/Lasers can see that AI and light/laser are a natural fit for Optical Computing.
What is bitcoin/cryptocurrency mining on computers? Well, it is akin to a horse runs around a maze, created lots of heats. When the horse stops running, the horse owner then say 'I just created a bitcoin'. It is no different then casino chips owned by Silicon Valley bros. Oh, fyi, printing money on your printer is illegal. Comparing Bitcoin/cryptocurrency to the beginning of the Internet is a logical fallacy. The internet served a purpose. I know because I said in 1998 on E-Trade that the internet is real, but some are not yet ready for primetime. Creating cryptocurrency created nothing but hot air. What the Silicon Valley bros' intention is to sell hot-air to every Tom, Dick and Harry at the price of $100K/coin. Silicon Valley bros told you Bitcoin gives you freedom, away from the government and the old establishment; build wealth for the younger generation, just like all snake oil salesmen.
Now/2022, SV bros/code monkeys are saying it is Blockchain that is valuable and is the future. Well, Blockchain sounds suspiciously like FIFO architecture in computer hardware that's been in use for decades; and shouldn't award a patent for Blockchain. I wonder why no hardware design engineer point this out? Most, if not all hardware design engineers know about FIFO.
Blockchain can also be think of as the backward and forward arrow on the upper left corner of your web browser to help you navigate each tab. The content of each tab page can be think as NFT artwork. Do you NOT think these Silicon Valley billionaires and millionaires geniuses knew this? The first artwork stored in a blockchain sold for $69 million.
[I was a Staff Hardware Design Engineer/Emulation in the late 1990s, when H1Bs from Asia couldn't tell a toaster from a computer, using fake news that make me a public enemy #1. Because like MAGA believed Trump, white people believed all the fake news instigated by Asian Operative invaders. My job function as a Project and Tech lead, was to establishment emulation capability from scratch. Using Football terms, I was the Quarterback and the Coach to build a Football team from scratch. I was the first to success in completing one of the most complex chip development multi-million$$$ emulation project on time and within budget (like winning the Superbowl on the first season), greatly facilitated by the VP of Engineering who provided everything I requested on a timely manner (a 10 Gig Unix memory storage costed $10,000. An emulator the size of a refrigerator cost $1 million$$$, was real money in the 1990s). My success was the result of not just my education, but also worked 3 jobs since High School as someone at the bottom of the food-chain, even Asians shunned me. My team, mainly Asian male H1Bs from Taiwan, tried to sabotage the project, undermined me constantly, got me fired just as Asian Operatives did to me in the Patent and Trademark Office despite unprecedented accomplishments; and claimed credits for the successful completion of the project. 3DFX hired my whole team who didn't know how to login into Unix Workstation, to do the same without me, and went bankrupted 2+ yrs later. These H1Bs from Asia were like a child tried to lift a 500lb, but had never seen a dumbbell in their lives. Or Trump as the President had 3-4 bankruptcies running his own company. Tech giants such as Intel, Cisco, etc, were similarly sabotaged by Asian Operatives, and today are just a shadow of their former self. White and Asian tech bros would rather their companies go bankrupted then hired a woman such as I in leadership position. Just as MAGA to Hillary, and rather elected a con man Trump. This was also the real reason why the Patent and Trademark Office White supremacists and patriarchy wrongfully terminated me in a haste of 2 days, while using Asian Operatives fake news as a excuse just as done to Emmett Till. 1st gen Asians from shithole 3rd worlds hated me like Trump hated Dems that incited Jan 6 insurrection using fake news "the election is stolen".
White male consultants demanded a million$$$ plus dollars to do the same without proven track record like I had, or charged $250-$500/hr prior to the Tech meltdown of 2001. But I couldn't secure any job since because my team and most of the Asian employees in that tech company did to me in the Silicon Valley/tech/STEM just as Asian Operatives had in the Patent and Trademark Office (USPTO) and NoVA.
Asian invaders continue the fake news after I was wrongfully terminated despite unprecedented accomplishments, everywhere I went Northern Virginia. I often heard yelling "that's the woman no one wanted/liked" coming out of a Georgetown bus and when Amazon had a Q and A in 2018(?) near Whole Foods. This also happened in streets of San Francisco Bay Area/Silicon Valley in 2000s when 1st gen Asians reached critical mass, and I couldn't secure any job, nor safe shopping for groceries. Just as in the National Landing for years now. Silicon Valley, Tech, STEM, USPTO and NoVa believed Asian Operative invaders just like MAGA following Trump cult.]
On Quantum Computer, how does Qubit measured without breaking the basic Quantum Mechanics law(s)? Also, how does one build a computer based on Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle, akin to rolling a dice? (Quantum Computer was an intellectual curiosity by Physicists in the 1980s that didn't know how a computer works, but had since sucked away research funding and talents from Superconductivity, Optical Computer, Fusion energy, etc. Today, billionaires built their fortunate on researches, avoided paying their shares of taxes; but buying mansions, yachts, etc, instead of funding researches). Additionally, how does one build anything with unproven theories and too much unknows in Quantum Mechanics in the 1980s when QM was still in it's infancy? Why I wanted to build an Optical Computer instead in the late 1980s. I would never reveal that I wanted to build an Optical Computer in the Silicon Valley or to anyone. Until this blog. Knowing what Bill Gates/Microsoft done to Linux in the 1990s, both Gates, Steve Jobs/Apple, and all CPU tech companies such as Intel would have done the same to me.
These are basic trainings to become an engineer; except Quantum Mechanics, a Physics Grad course. Obviously, English is NOT my forte. You all are a genius compare to me. See why I went into engineering? B/c we are at equal footing. Case in point, you may spend an hour in doing English class homework, while I would have to spend hours because since elementary school, I was setup to work a minimum wage job the rest of my life, just like most people of color. In Engineering, you and I spend the same amount of hours in studying Engineering. Just as all Engineering students had to. Like in the movie "Good Will Hunting", white males are the Clark character.
Americans of color and women such as I grew up dirt poor, is at the verge of going homeless, and 3 failed murders on me; most White males called us lazy. I called them White trashes. I was an EE adjunct, TA and an Applied Physics researcher with published paper (https://www.osapublishing.org/ao/abstract.cfm?uri=ao-32-21-3944) pursuing a PhD, at the same time pursuing a 2nd Master's in Computer Science where I written an Artificial Intelligent computer program using C.
If it weren't for Asian Operatives crowding out Americans, and using Structural Discriminations to crowd out women and Americans of color, or if I am a white male, I would have my own tech StartupS and as a CEO. I would've been crazier then Elon Musk.
A better way to produce energy, instead of Cold Fusion:
1. Nuclear/Fusion (I was thinking mainly Cold Fusion. Hydrogen Fuel Cell sounds suspiciously like Cold Fusion) - advocating this since the 1980s
2. Sun
3. lightening in a bottle.
4. Energy from tornados
Trump used Structural Discriminations against women and won the Presidency over Hillary using fake news tactics such as #Pizzagate. The same tactic didn't work on Biden b/c he is a White male; nor did it worked on Trump despite all the sexual assaults came out during his campaign.
Simply being a woman of color at the top of the game as one the Silicon Valley billionaires, would have broken so many glass ceilings and structural discriminations. Certainly encouraged more girls to go into STEM.
Today, you can't name an American of color or woman in the Silicon Valley or tech.
Also, today, every trade secret worth stealing is stolen, that I warned since 2004, and all of you are still helping Asian Operatives. Just as MAGA helping Trump to 'steal the election', and GQP helping Trump to destroy America.
At down times, I like to keep my mind busy by solving problems just to keep myself busy, otherwise I would go crazy. One way was to do mind experiments. One of my favor was "how to build Star Trek's Transporter".
Back in the ole days, often people see me staring into abyss with my eyes open, that's what I was doing. I found talking to be a laboring process in the same manner as trying to describe the scenes on the movie, why I don't talk much, and been working on telepathy for a while.
I finally solved the problem of how to build Star Trek's Transporter in the first half of the 1990s.
This is how I envisioned the world 'can be' when I was pursuing a PhD in Applied Physics, an aspired Transhumanist - scientist using technology to advance the human race. I foreseen that human will existed in an energy form, aka ghost or "GOD", but couldn't figure out how to escape the eventual Big Bang. You see why I said IPhone is just a gadget. But nevertheless, the Silicon Valley/Tech industry believed women just not wired to understand Technology, when women pioneered computer programming, but deliberately erased from history. Women are treated so much worst now that males from Asia are a majority, hence why there are fewer women now, especially after Ellen Pao's case where the jurors consisted of the same males discriminated against women in the Silicon Valley, ruled against her.
People such as I heard a different calling in life.
My other interests in college were in Cold Fusion (consider radical in the scientific field, and careers had been ruined for researchers in this topic), Superconductivity, Artificial Intelligent (AI and had written a program using C in the late 1980s when C wasn't used to program AI), Optical Computing and Computer Architecture. This is why I said I would've been crazier then Elon Musk, for those who understand what all above, including Star Trek's Transporter means for the human race.
One of my colleagues chose Quantum Computing, now (2017) at least 2 Quantum Computers are sold (a billion $$$ random dice.). I chose Optical Computer, but my research funding was cut, so I had to find a job. So no optical computer, only Quantum computers.
Most in the Silicon Valley or Tech don't know what this means as most are just coders (glorified manual writers aka code monkeys; not scientist. Essentially, "How To' manual writers writing instructions using a computer language on how to perform a task on a computer) at best, but mostly charlatans. Most don't understand real science. I had to take AI out of my resume in the 1990s to early 2000s to ensure a 2-page resume because these coders didn't know what AI was as it was taught in Graduate school; yet these coders concluded that I didn't know anything purely based on me being a woman.
Only recently that the Silicon Valley/Tech beginning to talk about Artificial Intelligent (AI). I had to take out that I had written an AI program in college before C was even used to program AI in the late 1980s, as I had to keep a 2-page resume. No one was impress when I mentioned about AI back in the 1990s or even 2000s; because all they saw was that I am a woman.
Understanding Deep learning and Neural Network is a cinch if you understand Quantum Mechanics.
After solving -how to build Star Trek's Transporter; I was curious as to how the Stock Market Works, which led to this Commonsensical economics.
Since then, I've been mind-experimenting with Thousand Lights Computer. This one will died with me. I had already given the human race Star Trek's Transporter, and I knew I won't get any credit, if I understand the human race.
The reason why I like Emulation was it was challenging enough to keep me busy for a few years as this involved the whole chip development process, 2-5 years before I get bore.
I also had a few Startup ideas. One was to create a PC for the general public in the early 2000s before Android. It means that I had to create the whole system from scratch from hardware to software/OS, and it would required at least a $10 million$$$$s back in the early 2000s. Now who is going to give a woman a $10 million$$$$s, or even in 2017?
My plan in 1999 was to earn enough money to fund my inventions.
Those who knew what AI was make sure I wouldn't be hired; and then they have the audacity to say they couldn't find qualified American engineer candidates, and needed more H1B cheap indenture servants from Asia, then forced us to train them as our replacement. For those still don't get it, you know how Microsoft used to went after any company such as Linux that might challenged the company, the Silicon Valley basically tacitly ousting talents that might challenged their companies, why consequential Startups usually coming from outside of the Silicon Valley. These Silicon Valley billionaires/millionaires may not be the geniuses they portrait themselves to be, but they are well-verse in marketing and sharp elbows at best, often just a bunch of snake-oil-salesmen.
For some reason, these Silicon Valley bros believed all the fake news against me such as "she doesn't know anything; no one liked her; no one wanted her; slut; whore; etc", instigated by H1Bs from Asia, who neither of us have ever met in our lives, who had never seen or heard of 'computer'.
If I am a White male, I would've been a billionaire, and/or a CEO, CTO or CIO, in addition to start a few Startups. You wouldn't called them "smart"; nor would you called a Professor "smart" as that's what I would've been had my research funding wasn't cut. As a woman, I was targeted, defamed, psychologically tormented, threated with physical harms and rape, ousted and 2 failed attempt beheadings; mostly by people from Asia for being an Americanized Asian woman that excelled in the job. As you can see, Asian-Americans are also keep down by people from Asia for being an American, not just as a minority in America. That is why so few Chinese/Vietnamese Americans in top level management as people from Asia are relentless in targeting Americanized Chinese/Vietnamese, in addition to all people from Asia are also continue to practice their 3rd world culture, particularly racism and sexism.
I had tried to get into the Lasers and Optics jobs in the Silicon Valley/Tech, but the field was dominated by Chinese from Asia, and most didn't even have an engineering degree. Just like the Emulation field dominated by people from India such as in Intel where the whole department was people from India that still could wrap their heads around emulation; and I already taken the project from scratch to completion when they interviewed me. Needless to say I didn't get the job. Now, looks like people from Vietnam had control of the Patent office consider they were able to got me terminated in less then a year in the USPTO.
Now these cheap indenture servants in position of power, coerced women to have sex with them or threatened with termination and make women into public enemy #1 such as in Ellen Pao's case, and 2 failed beheadings on me here in Arlington, VA. This is how much of the sexist snake oil salesmen the Silicon Valley/Tech industry is.
Just think, consider the relentless attacks on me everywhere I went from SFO, NYC and now DC, since the 1990s, instigated by 90+% of Chinese from Taiwan, partook by Chinese from China, then Indian and Vietnamese from Asia; what would these people do when they learn AI? Terminator is not so far fetch after all.
Real genius such as Einstein, Stephen Hawking, etc are always humble because the more they know, the more they know they don't know. Also real genius understood the viciousness of human nature, so they never act like an arrogance jacka**, only the wannabes. If one can't tell a real scientist/engineer, such person is not one.
My college bubbies, 20+ of them, one a Physics Professor in Quantum Computing in Boston MA, a VP in a well-know international bank, a Principle Technical Staff in a well-know research lab, etc, etc,. The one had the highest Physics PhD entrance exam grade, difficult level equal to MIT, the closest grade was 20 points lower, he is a customer service in one of your IP providers.
As usual, I kept a low key and not be seen, all my life. Even back in college, I tried not to draw too much attention to myself knowing there are lots of discriminations/evils out there; been experiencing discriminations/evil since elementary school, including took my school meals away, not teach me how to write, and had to learn to write by myself, etc.
Working 3 jobs in High School taught me that no matter how well I did in my job, I could be fired just because someone in the company don't like Asian or women, just like the USPTO, hence why I worked so hard to pursue higher education. So now I learned amount the racist/sexist of all races, the worst are the people from Asia that go after their targeted in a well-organized and well-planned ways using social media.
But since I am NOT a male, the Silicon Valley rather take insidious defamations at face value of males from Asia that couldn't tell a toaster from a computer, then women with above qualifications; and maliciously do harms to women in every possible ways as if he got dumped by a woman.
Worst of all, all my direct male managers were far worst then Paul Rodriguez, in every way, from no management skills, poor to no understanding of the technical subject matter they were managing, abusive, to being a racist and/or sexist. One such,
Ynjiun Wang PhD, instead of helped me when we ran into problems in this Emulation pioneer field, he came to my lab, screamed and yelled every morning for over 5 days that can be heard from the CEO’s office. The CEO had to order him to stop and got other Directors and VP to step in.
Nowadays, I can't even focus enough to write a blog.
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If you want to learn about Physics, Quantum Mechanics, General Relativity, etc, check this PBS site
Links on the Universe and Quantum Mechanics:
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-2/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-elegant-universe-part-3/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-the-illusion-of-time/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-what-is-space-1/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-quantum-leap/
http://www.pbs.org/video/nova-the-fabric-of-the-cosmos-universe-or-multiverse/
This will blow your mind, if you want to know what the future will be, watch Year Million.
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March 2017: In light of the Supreme Court Justice Gorsuch's confirmation that he is a Conservative in interpreting the Law, which I learned from this Hearing means no human emotion (ie, the frozen track driver), that sounds like a robot to me! In addition to my experiences with the Judicial system, from the EEOC to now the Civic Court, is just a travesty of justice. I am seriously interested in creating a digital process, from 1st filing the case, to the final verdict, including a computerized judge that is based on the pure interpretation of the law, aka Conservatism. People can either choose a human judge or a computer/robot judge. A human judge will have to sign the final verdict. So, if the difficulty of my pioneer emulation project is a 10, then the difficulty of this robot judge is no more than a 5.
Before the computerized judge, I proposition the Supreme Court Chief Justice Roberts to crweate a better process for people filing Pro Se. Now I see templates for Pro Se, thanks :). But Pro Se are still dismissed by judges without reading the case, such travesty of justice is just appalling. Justice will be served.
This projectswww is far easier than the Emulation project where I was a pioneer.
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